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THE
MAN WHO WOKE UP IN A CAMERA OBSCURA
The
man had recently arrived to the city.
He
rented a room on the first floor of an old house on a square.
He
simply forgot the reason he had came for.
At
night he fell wobbling on the bed and fainted into a frantic sleep.
Nevertheless
he had always been a visionair.
Now,
every morning, the glass was waiting for him assidiously and at night
it attended him to sleep.
He
knew the map of the local bars but sometimes he just felt satisfied
by restocking at the supermarket.
He
locked himself up in his house and avoided any sort of company.
Whoever
he met, resembled him too much and he felt like looking in a mirror
without recognizing himself.
In
his room he felt absolutely confident. He had spent so much time in
it, that even when he was completely drunk he managed to move in it,
without touching a thing.
Sometimes
he challenged himself into a wild dance. The walls moved, they came
closer and withdrew, but nothing ever fell. Nothing made noise. There
was silence.
A
detail
The
man was convinced he was losing his body.. He was becoming a phantom,
with no power on things.
He
could pass beyond walls, without breaking them. It was the only
possible explanation.
While
he was drifting he started gathering abandoned objects from the
streets, to modify his room and verify if he would blunder on them.
Nothing though.
During
the day he drank and walked, and walked and drank.
He
tried to get lost. He abandoned control. He gathered.
At
night he came home with a big black bag full of things found on the
street.
At
home he emptied it slowly and started to assemble his sculptures.
The
man stuck everything scrupulously together and created unthinkable
columns, he danced wobbling between them to see if something in the
room would fall.
But
it never happened.
Every
night a bit of the city came into his house, to the point it
mystified and juxtaposed itself.
He
wondered about his past but was not able to regenerate his physical
relation to things.
He
was never sober enough to remember if he had always been like that or
not.
His
memory could not grasp any object. Only light visions.
One
day an old man, who was taking his dog out on his usual walk,
perceived him.
He
stopped and stared at him.
First
he was scared, then unbelieving.
The
square got crowded. Everybody watched, everyone wanted to see
and
stared at the lit window.
Time
passed by, the man continued his light and abrupt dance. It looked
like he would collapse or stumble but the objects seemed to withdraw
and get out of his way. Nothing ever fell.
Balancing,
like a ropedancer.
Women
began to come down their balconies with their chairs, men lit their
tobacco, somebody even started to take advantage by selling tickets
for the show.
When
the square was full of people, the man suddenly stopped, turned off
the light, bowed to an imaginary audience,
locked
the window and fainted on his bed.
He
fell asleep in an image of capsized phantoms.
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